tanda mengandung, bukan tanda tanda mengandung. hehe. i only had one symptom. iaitu sakit buah dada. and a missed period but obviously that doesnt count cos mine was irregular. no loya, no nothing. just a sore boobies.
so like ive mentioned, its started with sakit buah dada. i tought ill be having my period soon. tapi tak datang datang juga. till sakit buah dada tu menganas. bukak bra rasa buah dada nak runtuh lalu tercabut! exaggerated gila tapi yang benar. even bangun tido a chore okay, sebab i need to pegang buah dada masa posisi baring, bangun then baru lepaskan buah dada. to that extent! masa nak mandi pun ouch ouch. then i started to notice it become slightly full than before. still buat tak kisah. ingat mcm hormon bermasalah, then pergi gym lg la, i only did treadmill so sebab tak tahan buah dada bouncing lalu sakit, i just do brisk walking, kesian, tu pun mcm adoi sakitnyaaaaa buah dada i. LOL.
and yeah finally i did my tests, which turned out positive la, and sakit buah dada yang epic itu stayed with me throughout the first trimester, which a horrible 2 months, minus the unrealized first month. buah dada semakin membesar, areola menjadi lebih gelap; like gelap gila and circle dia membesar besar besar okay! siap kadang kadang tu gelap dan berkilat, duh! i kenot accept it! then boleh nampak vein dalam tu, ketara sangat, and bumps dekat areola pun menimbulkan diri, so lepas tu i selalu la berdiri depan cermin walk in wardrobe and felt like crying, then ada masa i just laugh looking at my own breast, then i said to mus n yaya, my boobs better be good milk factory and supply me lotsa juicy milk later when i finally deliver my baby, and yeah to all boobs nazi, BEWARE. haha.
oklah ive been like mocking out my own boobies, pity u boobs, but on a serious note, its be a pleasant feeling seeing it blossom into one, sebab i knew my body specifically boobies is preparing themselves for the nursing and beyond. i do have vision to breastfeed as much/as long i can like u guys did, but how long its gonna be exclusive, no stress no pressure, we see how it goes, but anyhow ofcos i want the best for my baby kan, insya Allah.
so far i cant share anything that i did to ease the discomfort of this boobies soreness in regards of pregnancy, cos i did nothing and i just bear with it, ala beli jela bra baru kannn, now that im in my second trimester, this bobbies sickness finally subside, and ive one more week to my forth month i can say dah tak sakit langsung dah, but the look of it is totally different, oh thats the exterior, i hope the interior pun mengancam. and yang pasti ada org suka dengan nya. eh. haha. ok u guys will update more later, baby dust to everyone!